To Jakarta;

Baby i will miss you so much sayang! I want you to take good care of urself k dear.. B i'll trust on you and please dont let me down, okay syg? B another a few hours time i'll be at Jakarta. i miss you b!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=[ 

5 days i'll be thinking and dreaming about you each day and night sayang.=[

HAIX!=[

I miss you;

I miss this girl so much !

Without her i'm nothing because she's the only girl and the only person knows everything about me. iloveyoub! Apart of that i'm so sorry if i've made you loosen all this while. Im so sorry b!=[

yeterday outing with cinta:

Hey there peeps, since no one knows my blog i just want to show this post to my one&&only CINTA! Here it goes... yesterday first we went Marina and went to eat at MacDonalds, after that we went to Esplanade than to Changi Airport and i had a funny webcam with cinta. HAHAHAHA!!! Dearest yesterday u did make me laugh like hell and yet when the way you are to me i can feel the love you've gave. Cinta, semakin hari bila ku terhadap di depan matamu ku rase gembire sangat dan hari ke hari ku semakin mencintaimu sayang. Kamulah seorang gadis yang ku amat cintai sangat dan hanya kamulah akan hidop denganmu selame-lamenye sayang.

I LOVE YOU FOREVER,

(Khairun Nisha Binte Muhd Zaki.)

28 May to Marina ;

Hello,Hello,Hello ! hehehe. First, at around 10+ i went to Tampines to fetch my cinta and when i saw her at the first place i was like Wow! she's amazing! because it was my first ever meet to see my cinta wearing a long dress which is in white in colour with a small small flowers. hahaha! so sweet of her. Okay next, we went to Marina and have some meals at MacDonalds which we have the same meals and it is MacWings. hahaha! so cute of us. After eating my cinta did have a plan to have some photoshoots before she went for work at 3pm. hehehe! So there it goes.. and now i start to miss her so much! so sad.=[ The sad thing is today i can't fetch her from work because yesterday her papa has plan to go and fetch her by car so i must just understand their planning then. feel so upset now.=[ But nevermind perhaps next time i hope i can fetch you on your next working days. hehehe!

Partly, I MISS CINTA SO MUCH NOW!

And apart of that i'm waiting for her to text me when she had finished working.

SO BORED!

=[

26 May photoshoot ;

  First, i'm sorry for not updating my blog for so long time because im too busy with my soccer training and with my cinta. So here it goes.. On 26 May, cinta went to Hougang to fetch me and from there we went to Toa Payoh and go to eat at MacDonalds. After eating we went to Sky Garden and have some photoshoots there. Hahaha! Baby seriously on that day you really make my day and to have a girl like you was the most lucky ones, esha. Everytime we met you did make me smile and have some jokes that makes me laugh. Hehehe! Ily b! Cinta i do like our photos and that photos was the most sweetest ever we had. 

Once again i'm happy and feel so safe here to have this girl by me now. I do need her throughout my whole life. Cinta, the happiness and joyful we had throughout the day i feel so damn happy and you really make my life feels so great, sayang. Imy!

Iloveyousomuch, Cinta<3.

U're my everything dearest.

Be mine forever baby.

Till here. Tc my love!

Thinking about you each day and night ;

Hmmm.. I do miss her so much after what we have the happiness and joyful on yesterdays outing. Cinta, now i can see that we've change and being happy together each day. Im happy to see us in this situation now. Sayang, just get this in mind that i will always be by your side and stay tight as i can. I love you so much like no others b. Lastly i just want to let you know that i'll promise you this time that i will not ever to leave you agaen Esha. 

Ure my everything my love.

todays outing;

Here it goes.. in the morning at 11am i have my soccer training. Then after that i went to Mr Teh Tarik with all my soccer teammates to eat. And at 3plus i went to meet my Cinta which is at Tampines1 then we go IKEA and lastly we went to Pasir Ris and bought a birthday cake for Mama. Cinta, thanks for all the happiness we had juz now and you really make my day sayang. i love you so much Cinta.<3 

And lastly i want to wish Mama a HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you ma. May all ur wish come true ma. I hope you enjoy your day for todays special day alright. Goodnight ma! Have fun okay. Partly i miss my Cinta so much!

partly i miss cinta;

Partly i miss cinta so much!

cinta you're my everything!

&&

You'll forever be mine and as always mine cinta!

Once agaen, i just need you that will make me smile as always.

ILOVEYOUCINTA!

 

outing with cinta;

To my one&only Cinta, i really do appreciate the outing just now. It was so great and sweet that we get to Changi Village and eat Nasi Ayam Penyet together. Hahaha! Sweet woit! hehehe! k till here because cinta can't wait for my new post. Byebye!

Happy life with you now:

Baby, we've been 4month+ together since now. I'll forgive && i will not forget about the past that we've been fighting, misunderstanding and all sort of things that have made us complicated. But now is the time to prove me wrong that you won't do it again. You did promise me that u won't do such a thing again so i'll accept this promises for the last time and apart of that please meant that promises to mama,ibu and all our family, baby. I want the smiley on their faces too that will make us happy always in our relationship sayang. Esha, i can see that u're believing in yourself that you've change for the better now. Keep it up baby. Sayang, all this while i'm happy enough to see us this way and i hope that we'll not start a fight again this time.

Lastly, I love you very much than you do esha!

I just need you and only you to make me and all parties proud!

Remember this, i'll don't give a damn to people who tried to make our relationship to be complicated.

Fcuk that second party if they tried to!

Till here then, take good care of yourself, kay sayang.

Once again, ure my everything baby! ily!

(Khairun Nisha Binte Muhammad Zaki)<3

someone ;

To that someone, 

I'm sad to see when u're in this condition that u're having rite now and im so worried bout u too.

Get well soon okay dear? imy!

HAIX!

Should i move on?

I'm still in her land but should i move on ?

its done ;

Esha, u're always in my mind that i myself cant forget the joyful n happiness in us. i do forgive you but i will nt forget the past. Esha this memorable are meant for me so much and its hard for me to forget everything that are in my heart says NOW, and i've said it will be the last of my breath. U're always remembered by me KHAIRUN NISHA BINTE MUHD ZAKI ! i will misses u you so much! Lastly i hope u enjoy your new life, okay? and btw i don't give a damn to ppl who wants to hurt you or anything that its hurt you alot. If you need someone to help you in any outcomes there is, and that someone is me, Ayul. hehehe! so anitink do beep me when u need to lend my shoulder. okay?  

               

Much Love, Ayul.
                                                                      

I Miss You

I Love You

            I Need You Eshanisha .

new SOCCER BOOTS;

Hey there guys, back to my NEW story.. Yesterday i've bought my new boots that cost $159 and it is ADIDAS F30 in RED colour. It is the Latest boot and i'm just proud of myself to have that new boots! And the day after tomorrow i had my soccer match in the morning at 9am at Sengkang Sec. We win 3-1 for that full time matches and i did score in the last goal. Anyway im just happy being myself to had this hobby in me. Like what she says soccer is my PASSION! hehehe. i miss that girl alot! I hope she would have a better guy that can make her happy as always she can. All the best in your life k dearest. GOODBYE! k till here. Tc!

She's GONE ;

What's done can't be undone.

=[

I thought its POSITIVE but its not, it turns to NEGATIVE.

I'm sad to see in this situation.

GOODBYE DEAREST!

All the best in your life okay.

I will forgive you but i will not forget you.

About the BANGLE && LETTERS i do appreciate it. 

THANKS ALOT!

I will miss our memories.imy! =[

I trust this love;

I know we can last but only the TRUTH which makes us last longer. so do hold our hands tight and don't ever let go of it b.

TRUST ME WE CAN!

Lonely;

How i wish you were here beside me..

Lonely without you, MISSING YOU.

Freshing time !

 FRESHING TIME !

Hey there guys! I wanna tell you guys that, I'd MISS that someone so much now ! & i guess you know who you are. Just wanting to meet her, but WHEN? Haix.

Baby, lets have a FRESH TIME with me when we meet!

HaHaHaHaHa !

IMISSYOU.

ILOVEYOU.

INEEDYOU.

Two hearts with one love;

Love is what makes two people sit in the middle of a bench when there is plenty of room at both ends. 

I miss you.

our anniversary;

 Bby i just wanna say,

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

&&

I'm happy being here with you dear.

U're my EVERYTHING!

i won't let you go no matter what happens because i need you in my life.

I MEAN IT!

Being confused sometimes;

Firstly i wanna tell you this..Being with you is what i do app it and the love i've gave towards you is so meaningful for you but sometimes i'm wondering and i ask myself that "why sometimes are we far apart? & ask yourself "Are you still with me now?" Are you serious being in love with me? & one more thing "ARE YOU READY?"

imissyou&iloveyousomcuh.

Am i a "TOY" to you ?

why are doing this to me? =[

what was my wrong when you did this? =[

are you sure you gonna be with me till the end? =[

are you sure you don't want any guys except me? =[

are you gonna cheat me OR doing somethings bad behind my back without i knowing?=[

Last but not least "are you really sure you need me sha?=["

=[

i need you, i miss you, i love you.

As i look back on all that has happened..growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me.. there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. And as I look back agaen about the past i did regret it. haish! But whatever it is lets just try to forget what has happened about the past and continue with the fresh one okay baby ?

Once again i miss someone so badly and to that someone i'd love you so much ! & importantly i just need you only ! hehehe.

I need you,

I miss you,

I love you,

Eshanisha.

outing;

RUSTY NAZ , AYUL AGOGO , HAFIZ

ME , HAFIZ , UDDEYN

TWINS , AMIN , HAFIZ

Fun outing with you guys!

be strong;

Sometimes i wonder why are we like this? we keep fighting and quarreling each other when things happen but after all things are okay we still love each other more... Is it means Fighting for love?

Btw you guess what? This is my first person that i've treasure the most and i've decide what im gonna do with in future. I LOVE YOU with my fullest heart dearest! till here.

Love without fail.

She was a child;

When she was a child..

C U T E !

Happy Birthday my Dear;

To my dearest Nisha Happy Birthday to you sayang. It's always a treat to wish Happy Birthday to someone so sweet & special like u Nisha. Hehehe! Dearest, Thinking of you with love on your birthday and wishing you everything that brings you happiness today and always. Bby, "To the world, you may be one person. But to me, you are the world." I love you so much dear!

Happy Birthday Dearest! 

I Love You!

being myself ;

Being ourself is what people appreciate it.

Love with sincerity;

Dreaming of you makes my nite worth while. Thinking of you makes me Smile. Having you is the best thing ever and Loving you is what I plan to do forever.

Fall for you;

I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out.

I love you forever.

Today outing with ex schoolmates;

Dan, Aliff & Ayul. Snapshot!

 

Dan, Aliff & Zan. they're my ex schoolmates &  my ex soccermates too.

Us agaen. And btw they guys are Fun! Aliff i saw ur trademark! hahaha. Dan kenape mate steam kodok ni? hahaha. k till here. Tc guys! nice outing today.

Regret ;

I feel so regret what i've done now & feel very2 sad too.

yesterday Friendly match;

yesterday, i have a match with ITE Combine school at ITE Simei which is my school and tat is wat i cant waiting for it to fight with them! We lost 6-3 but rather than that my team work very hard n tried to win this team. 1st half it was a hard fight game n we are loosing 3-2 which is my brother Nazirul get the first goal n after tat Izat get the second goal which is we are in leading 2-0. But another 25mins to 2nd half they scored three goals in penalty,corner n their set pieces. About the 2nd half we cant do anitink when our coach putting our reserve in. And we lost 3-0 in that 2nd half game. But whatever it is my team are training hard for about this few months to oversea because we're going to JAKARTA on 21st June which is in Indonesia and we had a tournament there. And about that i'll miss someone badly n u know who u are!

trust & soul;

hey,blog readers;eshanisha here.i'm here just to post something not that important.anyway,lately i've a conflict with this blog owner but not everything seem fine.hehe.i'm busy with my preparation for the exam.hope you understand.i shall see how about that.anyway,i miss this blog owner.haha.nothing much to say.

till here.tata.

being myself now;

As i've told myself i just need to be strong.

I've never feel this sadness before;

i'm juz feel upset with myself and i just can't get u off my mind sha. I just wanna let you know tat this is my first feelings tat its really hurts me alot sha. I just can't control this sadness in me. No matter what i just need to be strong as i can. =[ Btw i just wanna let you know this, In the first place i'm very surprised to have you in my life and i've never had a gerl specially like you sha. Sincerely I LOVE YOU more than words like no others sha !

Once again iloveyouverymuch!

i need you to complete my journey;

 

i just can't let you go bby because its very hard for me to let u go when i need u by me. So please try to stay tight & don't let go okay.

 i love you forever.

having fun;

 

hey guyz, nice outing wif you guys today. It was a great planning eventhough it is a last minute plan. i'd enjoy swimming with you guys juz now and you guys make me release my stressness and i rili appreciate tat guys. I'm juz wanna thank to you guys. And btw im juz wondering you were here with me juz now. haish! nevermind. Once agaen Thank you guys!